It started in December of 2021. I told the church pastor and many of the leaders there that I did not feel safe at Avondale United Methodist Church. That there were people there who felt they knew what was better for me that I did, than me, my family, and team of mental health professionals … Continue reading Don’t be bitten by the snakes at the church Sanctuary Snakepit
I have been reeling a lot lately, most of the past 3 years, but especially since last Thanksgiving. I just find it hard to accept, to believe the things that I see people saying and doing, especially the things about and toward me. It is why I have been thinking a lot about Noah's Container, … Continue reading At The Rainbow
This is the popular for general audience consumption version of the full sociological report. I decided to do this case study because of a sudden realization that came from an e-mail she sent to everyone in Madrialia Bar Nonne but forgot the attachment with the information. This occurred on Friday, May 27, 2022. The e-mail … Continue reading Personal Case Study #2: Peggy Chilson
I have intended for quite awhile to start blogging again today. But it didn't get me doing as much prep work as I wanted to. But it did get me to write the below intended starting post for today: I was going to make today a new start, with new commitment, and instead I slept … Continue reading I am fated to cry
Avondale United Methodist Church, where I have attened and worshipped and served these past 14 years, is no longer safe for me. I no longer feel safe going there. Do I feel that I am physicalliy threatened, that I could receive bodily injury while I am there, do I think I might be physically molested … Continue reading When Church is no longer Sanctuary
I hope none of you are in a position to consider this, but my New Year's Resolution is to avoid being assaulted or being charged with assaulting someone else in 2022. I choose this after a series of four years in which I have been assaulted each year, and in the latter two years have … Continue reading An unusual New Year’s Resolution
I am wasting my time this morning waiting for my appointed court time to have a bench trial for the charge of assaulting someone on Dec. 23. The ironic part is that the person accusing me of assaulting him had his hands around my neck before I succeeded in disengaging from him. When I got … Continue reading When did the defense attorney become the plea attorney?
For today, go over and see my guest post at According to Hoyt....
It has been almost 30 months since I saw Dr. Allman in Kearney and got billed $1500 for 15 minutes time. https://beswiftbeprecise.wordpress.com/2019/01/01/2018-the-year-i-almost-died/ https://beswiftbeprecise.wordpress.com/2019/01/07/kearney-on-foot/ I posted the above two blogs previously. THe below blog I wrote but never posted. Dr. Allman, during our previous encounter, had described the interaction between me and his receptionist as a … Continue reading A continued lack of billing detail
Last Father's Day I wrote of depression. This Father's Day I write of anger. It has taken awhile for me to realize the source of last year's depression was gaslighting -- my inner truth couldn't accept the truth I was being asked to believe. Pravda in action. I have been struggling with that gaslighting, freeing … Continue reading A Father’s Anger
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